LuvYa, BabIeS!!

I have found things in you,
i'll never find in others,
you gave me love,
you made me understand,
you are the one i cherish so much,
i'd give up everything in life,
just for you,
the only one,
that i pour the contents of my heart to,
the one who allowed me to cry in your arms,
and comfort me like no other...

LOVE YOU BABY!!

of course, it's for my pillows and bolsters!! i LOOEEWWWWEEVVEEE THEM~~!!

I'm Afraid..

I'm afraid,
there would be changes,
in our long-lasting friendship,
i know,
u said,
we're best of friends,
but i can see,
u often leave me out,
without realizing it,
but do u know,
i live in the dark now,
i'm really scared,
that the future ahead of us is pitch black,
with nothing else to see...
what's left is only the past,
the long ago past,
that we can barely remember anymore,
cause what we've been through,
u can vaguely remember,
as i'm not important,
in your heart,
ever....

You always say that we're always together,
but can u really promise me that,
u'll never leave me alone,
ever again?
but to me,
forever..,
u'll be my only friend
that i can trust with all my might,
and share all my good and bad memories with,
cause to me,
u're the only one i can share it with,
as u and i,
experience the same thing,
please just note that,
in my heart,
u're first place,
in terms of friendship..
remember FRIENDSHIP!!,
it will never sink..
so unlike the others,
that easily sink,
cause they're not strong enough,
to be on their own..

i hope u notice... ...

It'S 0vEr, aIn't IT?


I wanna trust you on this,
I wanna believe you,
But I dont know how.
I wish we still were strangers.
I wish I could leave you behind.
I wanna forget,
But in all my darkness I know that I can�t leave you behind.
You will always be a part of me and I can never forget.

I feel all tears when I think of you,
This is too hard for me, I love you,
But this is too hard, my limit is reached.

A minute has passed since the last time I thought about you,
And I feel a new tear coming.
You know me quite well ,but my mind you can�t read.

It�s time for me to let you go.
I�ve hold on to you too long.
Don�t say you will miss me, because u actually dont
Don�t tell me you care, because u're just lying,
Life has always been against me, please go away and forget.

I�m not a fighter when it comes to this.
I only wanna give up and live like all the other times.
Is there any reason for me to stay?
Can I find what I search with you?

I loved you and I always will.
Our friendship will always live,
But we can't keep it now,
Cause it's a two sided way,
And it has always been on me only,
It had never been on you..
You never took heavy of this friendship
Made of me & you..

To my friends who no longer care bout me.

DrEaMinG oF yOu~

Late at night when all the world is sleeping,
I stay up and think of you,
And i wish upon a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too,
'Cause im dreaming of you,
Yes, no one except you,
Till tomorrow,
You're the only one i think of,
And there's nowhere else in the world i'd rather be in,
Than to be with you once again..

Wonder if you ever see me,
And i wonder if you know im there..
If you looked into my eyes,
Would you see what's inside??
Would you even care?
So, i'll just wait for the day and courage,
To say how much..
I Love You...!


written to -somebodyla-

- yennLing -

FIRST TIMEE!!

This is the first time i'm writing a normal thing. eheeh.. anyway i loveeee high school musical!!! only today i managed to finish downloading the movie, so only this afternoon i can watch lo.. it was GREAT!! can't stop watching it, but halfway through it i had to go for my piano exam.. heheh

Piano exam was quite terrible.. but i guess it'll be quite alright le.. only quite worried i wont pass only.. but i guess can do it kua?? anyway.. after that came back home and continued watching high school musical!! i loveeeee "we're all in this together" song!! it rawwwkkkkk.. keep playing and playing it.. other songs also rawwk ~~ like "when there was me and you" "breaking free" and "the start of something new" and all thosee lar..the dancing rock also!! plus zac efron and vanessa anne hudgens.. relly cute and pretty.... hahahahahaha.. im in love with them!

Today im more like happy and jolly.. takda space for being emotional.. thank God man.. if not again sad sad... but the only thing is that,i got badddd sore throat and headache lar... duno what's the problem hahahaha.. okay that's all.. see ya!

-yennLing-

- MORE THAN WORDS -

Now that i've tried to talk to you,
And make you understand,
All you have to do is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
And touch me,
Hold me close,
Don't ever let me go..

More than words is all i ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
That you love me,
'Cause i'd already know...

Dedicated to my lovely friends!!

To A Dear Friend of Mine WHom i Once Adored so Much..

You only seek me when u need help
but u seek others in time of joy and sorrow
do you just see me as a floast for you?
i've tried my best
to learn more and deeply to understand you
but i fail
fail because you didn't allow me to
i came to u to share my moments
of endearment and sorrowness
and of all my people,i chose u first
but u did not hear and listen
u barely pushed my words away
cause u haven't even heard them

deep down inside
my heart aches
aches not like any being
but suffers strongly from emotion perssure
ur words are sharp,it pokes my heart
and it leaves a very big wound
that's still bleeding until now
and it really pains
hence i think it'll leave a scar so huge
that it'll affect my life
from the past, now and always

i have questioned u for ur weird behaviour
but u merely denied and shook ur head
ur words don't seem to be true
ur act don't seem to be real
i'm thinking very hard
is it just me, or have you changed?
if compared with last time
i guess u've made a massive change
i had look up to you
shared most of the things i have
and i do appreciate u damn much
but heck, do you care?

u seem very weird to me
it's like it's not you anymore
there's a wwwwiiiidddeeeee gap between us
n it's not all my fault
i see you sad, i stood by you
i see you unwell, i took care of u
i see you happy,i smiled to myself
but whenever u're excited
i'm not the one u see
cause u have never noticed that
i was there for u when you're down
as u think i'm only a bother to you...